I Do Try

I  didn't forget to blog you see, I'm writing the third (and long overdue) part of the series "Beautiful Demon". Found it in my drafts and decided to finish it before I start a new one.
To refresh your memory, or perhaps  you havent read them, please scroll or find find them in my archives on the side bar.

Cheers.

I Return

I will be the first one to admit that the title sounds rather grand and fanciful-an excerpt from the 16th century?-. I have been away from this blog for so long, i haven't "written" anything (that isnt school related) in years. I hope all that changes, and i hope to start writing again (which can only happen if i do write.

I am still not sure what this blog is about; random musings? I already have a fashion and life style blog, so i cant have another one now, can i? I suppose i could just write and babble but i don't expect y'all to actually sit and read my mental churnings, but hey! One can hope now eh?

I suppose you noticed the new font, (maybe not),it was all light and flowery and what's not. I nearly barfed when i saw it today. Whatever was i thinking when i chose that template? Now its all dark , (you may say gloomy, but i say stream lined)and just ready for me to focus. I will try to post something everyday. I will have that ridiculously annoying s-voice remind me every hour until i give in (or break my tab: highly unlikely),and post something.

So help me God

Until tomorrow,

I will try to muse.

Liquid Emotions

Translucent..
Pure..
Salty..
The brew of churned thoughts..
Overflow of emotions..
Welling up from a source I can't name..
The rend in my heart?
Or the rip in my soul?
They are not tears you see..
Just Liquid Emotions..
Leaking from a fount unknown..
Blazing a path down my face.
Finding solace in my mouth..
The vicious cycle starts again.

Numb

Oh what is this?
Crashing thoughts..
Turbulent storms whirling through my mind..
My heart is pounding
Not from exertion
But fear
Dare I hope?
Dare I think?

Churning thoughts..
The dark endless labyrinth..
Chaos having a field day..
Heart's speeding
Like a stallion gone wild..
I can't bear it..
End this already..
Put me out of my misery..
Stop the torture..

Then the pin dropped..

My heart stopped..
Thoughts frozen..
Nothing to be heard or seen..
Devoid of emotions..
Emptied of feelings..
I've become Numb.

...Twisted and dark yet enchanting and creative ravine called My Mind.

Words can't describe..
I am Me.
Dark and brooding
Happy and cheerful
Two odds conflicting
Yet totally meshed
I speak with shapes, color and music
I have an old soul
trapped in a young body
You can't begin to imagine what my mind is capable of
Its not bragging
Neither is it confidence
I just know who i am.
Do you?

-My new introduction on google.

My Escape

Picture taken by me

Over yonder is my escape..
Beyond these walls are my dreams..
Just a step of faith...
And i'm skyward bound..
Soaring on the wind like an eagle... 


...'But those who hope in the LORD 
will renew their strength. 
They will soar on wings like eagles; 
they will run and not grow weary, 
they will walk and not be faint.'
-Isaiah 40:31

I Know.

I have been gone for a long time. Too long. A lot of things came up and i forgot about writing.

I am going to correct that because no matter what happens, gifts and talents should not be put aside.

^_^

I am working on the 3rd part of the story 'Beautiful Demon' at the moment. Should finish it up pretty soon. :)

I am also thinking of starting a new one titled 'The woman in the Dark'. :)

I am looking forward to writing that one, because its been a year since i had the idea of writing that. :)

So, asides writing, I am improving on my drawing skills, i should put up pictures here pretty soon.

I think its time for me to explore the many talents God has given me. He gave them to me for a reason, so i am going to put them to good use.

There a lot of things that i want to say but I do not know how. I just pray God would give me a way of expressing myself. :D

That is all for now.

Oh! This blog is about to take a new turn. Things are going to be happening on here, so WATCH OUT! ^_^

Peace.

Till when my next blog come out, Its been 'Fro Mami.

xoxo.